For some damned reason I keep looking at that christmas card. I'm the one that's being pathetic. It's been 6 months already. Jesus Christ, I'm the pathetic one. I've been crying my eyes out and vomitting for the past 3 hours or so now and I still feel miserable. Vomitting 'cos of food poisoning, and crying because I'm weak and can't get over this. I have everything, yet I have nothing. What's wrong with me.