Crazy Game of Poker

"What to do my wallets gettin' thin and I just lost my dog last night. There's a man smilin next to me Red was smilin' 'cos it's funny I don't got no money..."

Well, mom is out of a job since her patient died. And we all know that the son of a bitch won't do anything to help her. She needs to find a new patient fast. Damnit. I wish he wasn't such a sick fuck. Hell, I wish they had a normal marriage, then we wouldn't have to worry. :sigh: c'est la vie, I guess, it still sucks though.

Well, what else does Karma have to throw?

Pick Me Up

Hope for the worst, that way you can never dissapoint yourself.

Karma is the type of thing that loves to kick me in the gut when I'm already down and curled up in the fetal position.

I was Doing Fine

I go about my business. I was doing fine.

I'm never sleeping again. That was the craziest dream ever. I must have had sex with like... 4 different people. Jesus. 3 different women, and 1 man. Wow. All at different times, all to decide who was the best. Birthday dreams are crazy. It must be the pot boxers I'm wearing or something.

Jewel

Dreams scare me. This one was so vivid, when I woke up I was actually convinced that we did have a full out conversation and that today was in fact wednesday, not tuesday. I'm a little freaked at how convincing it was.

School is looming overhead of me and I'm feeling overwhelmed.

Jaque finally met my family, a little too many for a first time though. He met 75 people yesterday, family overload if you ask me. But it had to happen sooner or later.

Fun in the mountains catching toads and petting horses and watching little cousins. Oh family fun.

Freedom

See my bonds break. Freedom.

"...From a certain point on, there is no turning back. That is the point that must be reached..."

-Kafka