Addict.

"This man that I met was perfect for me and I was lucky enough to see him standing there, right in front of me. And he was meant for me."

Every other Thursday, I haven't thought of them in a while.

Wierd dream. So real, I could feel it. ; _ ; What does it mean?

I sense a Disturbance in the Force.

And it kept me up all night. Just couldn't sleep.

Sentimental..

All of the cheesy songs come on when I'm going through something hard or emotionally painful.

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like an object. I almost never feel like a person. I feel like an object that is grabbed at, poked at, pulled at, squeezed at, or just looked at. I've come to the point where men only see objects. They don't see people. They don't see the need to just be held and talked to and cooed at. They don't see the insecurities, they don't see the stress, the dismay, the damsel in distress that secretly wants to be held and told everything will be okay, we can get through it together.

Yes, sometimes I feel like an object. But it's just for a few days.

"...No one receives a zero because they have tried."

Got an A on my first penn paper. Had a crazy dream about driving stick shift home from the shore. Crazyness.
Almost lvl 20.
Feel tons better
Dog is NUTZ
My tummy is dissolving a brick.
I like Lazy Eye.
:D Work today.

Mono, part deux??

So they think I have mono again, and they think I have tonsillitus, and they think I have a bacterial inflamation in my ears and throat... ; _ ; Oh boy. Got a blood test, and a throat culture. OH JOY!