I don't give a shit.

I don't give two fucks anymore. To hell with this, to hell with you, to hell with this coexistence.

that's what I get for wanting to put some pictures up. I know how it feels now and I don't know why he puts up with the feelings I put him through.

Maybe we're better off apart.

Tuesday morning slumps

Woke up at 6. Went back to bed. Woke up at 8. Made a very hard decision with myself. Wrote out some bank slips and a check for my tuition. Slept with the dog, and continued writing this. :yawn: Tuesdays are nice.

Clay

why can't you be moldable like clay? why can't you be malleable like molten metal? :sigh: i just want a little change.

Mission Impossible

Grades are back. My GPA at both schools(PAFA and UPENN) is a 3.7

Hung out with the girls + the bf and we played rockband. Greatest game ever. though I don't know if it's worth 170 dollars... It was really fun though. Play the bass, play the guitar, the drums, sing, it's pretty awesome.

so tired, couldn't sleep last night.

Fixing a Hole Where the Rain Gets In

It seems that if I try and patch things up with him, it only pushes me away from Jack. I just want a normal healthy relationship with him. I don't want to spend the rest of my life never being friends again, that's just stupid. :sigh: Nothing ever goes the way I want it to.